To work with humans that are mature and actually give a flying fuck about what they’re doing at work day-to-day. I’m just really over this lack of passion, creativity, and seemingly basic brain functioning and it’s draining me greatly. I try to put a shield around myself when I go to work in the morning, and not take any of it home with me, but that’s difficult. I don’t hate what I do, or the majority of people I work with, but it’s just their apathy that kills me. I’ve gotten to the point that I can’t really motivate any of these people (save a few gems) anymore, and I feel like my support from above is stuck in a model that doesn’t work. So it’s just these two opposing forces that I’m usually between. I thought that the major changes we made in the last quarter of 2011 would help (removing a really negative, tyrannical individual with too much power and responsibility) but it seems that didn’t do much at all. Anyway, job hunt is on. I think we’re moving to New Orleans in the summer, but I’d like to find a new job in Jackson for the meantime.

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